So bored.... and lonely

School started once again and the new semester is so tiring and boring. My only free time is during weekends and even then I have to study for tests! WHEN IS SUMMER GOING TO COME?! I want to go on vacation and have fun; I don't have any fun now. I am bored and I fell lonely... maybe I need to go and find myself a boyfriend to fill my need for human contact. The only problem is I don't hit on anybody and nobody hits on me. Many people have told me that they thought I hated them the first time they met me. It's probably because I am not really comfortable with new people and most of the time I say nothing. I need time to fully express my true self. Which is really crazy and blows people's minds out, what can I say, I’m a nut case. I should probably try and loosen up a bit but it's not as easy as it sounds. Wish it was as easy as it sounds...